Yesterday I asked my bestfriend if he'd like to be my boyfriend and he said no. He went back to his house soon after and since then hasn't texted or called me. I thought we liked each other, there were all the signs from his side. I can't understand if he misled me or if I was just making things up on my own. I've ruined my relationship with the person I cared about the most, we've known each other since the beginning of college and I always thought we were meant to end up together. But now not only do I not have a boyfriend, but I also lost my best friend.