I have lot of financial burden . I need to pay 1 lakh per month . I am struggling like anything for improving my earning capacity but not able to do it . due to this my health is deteriorating , I am also not having proper money for travel to my work . I feel to sleep always. lot of credit calls and harassment calls . due to my mistake my entire family is suffering. for the past 3 days I feel to die but doesn't have any courage to do that.