I'm 24 and unemployed, have been sitting at home for 2 years, no relationships, no friends,barely go out, recently my father called me a beggar who's pathetic and worthless... strangely i believed him... I've never had things go my way, always falling short somewhere... I'm under a lot stress, having trouble working on my skills and looking for a job... i feel like it's too much and i just want stop all of it