I'm a homosexual :)

Question

I think I'm gay.... well specificly I'm leaning towards the asexual grey pan romantic?.. idk it's something that I was researching and this is my label I guess... the thing is... my mom... she thinks I'm in a phase and whenever I mean anything LGBTQ.. she gets like.. uhh like she tries to change the subject.. which I notice and just let it be... but like its kinda sad too.. I am recently becoming a little more depressed than usual as 1. I can't focus and study 2. ive been thinking of my ex (we were in a lesbian relationship)... and I wanna talk to someone I'm close with about it but... I think you get the idea.. oh and my dad? HOMOPHOBIC AND HECK

shivang · Answer

so in short you need someone to talk about this. Right?

morbidorange8 · Answer

yea

morbidorange8 · Answer

but idk if it will feel awkward when I talk to random strangers online about it... NOT I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH.. it's just I don't wanna make them uncomfortable

shivang · Answer

if I tell you about the soul than you will be more uncomfortable ( atleast what I think)

morbidorange8 · Answer

wdym?

shivang · Answer

Do you know what soul is?

morbidorange8 · Answer

I know it's a movie? but I think it's like a power or something that people believe in? idk

shivang · Answer

it's not a movie, it's kind of concept

morbidorange8 · Answer

oooo but like what does a 'concept' have to do with my problem here?

shivang · Answer

And the concept is that you are the soul which resides in this body

morbidorange8 · Answer

I see

shivang · Answer

It can help you to explore something new about this reality

morbidorange8 · Answer

ohh ok

shivang · Answer

For me it's kind of entertaining and intersting.

morbidorange8 · Answer

ohhhh oke that's cool :)

shivang · Answer

There are more to this...;)

morbidorange8 · Answer

ooo nice

shivang · Answer

well in short you can talk about it if wanna :)

morbidorange8 · Answer

I mean like sure I don't mind but like ahahah idk how to start the convo :')

shivang · Answer

you can start with you research story

morbidorange8 · Answer

well uh I've been researching my gender and sexuality recently and I've come to a conclusion that.. 1. I'm a grey romantic asexual (but if I ever had romantic attraction it will be pan) and my gender.. uhh I feel like I identify as gender fluid

shivang · Answer

gender fluid?

morbidorange8 · Answer

yea it like means my gender changes from time to time.. depends basically

shivang · Answer

like marvel loki :)

Frustrating

help me please

how do I change for the better?