I'm addicted to love. I have toxic patterns of relationship. Everytime I feel insecure or threatened in a relationship. I tend to find comfort with somebody new other than my partner. Because of which I have not been committed in any relationship uptill now. Recently, it got to extent that I kissed another person when my partner was away. I couldn't hold it in and I confessed it to my partner. He is extremely angry, which is understandable. I really want to change. I don't feel like I exist if I'm not in love. It has nothing to do with physical connection. I just need that dopamine which is secreted in the initial stage of relationship. Please help me.