oh my God it's amazing that you have job I haven't figured out what I want to do yet look scaring isn't help you is it? then try asking help from people I know world isn't that good place that every person will genuinely help you but that's the only way out and you can ask help online or search things up or at work look everyone isn't perfect people do mistakes its okay of course they'll scold you but you have go through things like that you might do good job in some case or bad and get scolded but through this experience you'll gain experience and one you'll be proud on yourself or might assist your juniors on this job...?
I mean helping* I just typed in rush u know
though I can't tell much cause I M not the one experiencing it but I wish you good luck with your job
thank you so much for taking time out of your day to make me feel better ♥️ hope you find all happiness in your life🤞