I'm broken 💔

Question

I got hurt so many times that now my heart can't take it. I can't even have tears in my eyes. I'm so numb. i don't know if there are feelings inside me anymore. I just can't take it.

cockylizard3 · Answer

hey

zaiba02 · Answer

Hey

cockylizard3 · Answer

what happened brother

zaiba02 · Answer

not a guy. I'm a girl dude

cockylizard3 · Answer

sorry sister

zaiba02 · Answer

yeah

cockylizard3 · Answer

what happened

cockylizard3 · Answer

how are u feeling now

zaiba02 · Answer

not great. but thanks for asking

zaiba02 · Answer

how about u?

cockylizard3 · Answer

please share if u want

cockylizard3 · Answer

same here

zaiba02 · Answer

actually lot of things are going on in my life rn. I don't know what I'm supposed to do

cockylizard3 · Answer

are u comfortable sharing here?

zaiba02 · Answer

not really

cockylizard3 · Answer

do u want to talk one in one..?

cockylizard3 · Answer

one on*one

zaiba02 · Answer

maybe

cockylizard3 · Answer

say whatever u want

cockylizard3 · Answer

cause it's ur maybe ...I can't guess what's it

zaiba02 · Answer

yeah

cockylizard3 · Answer

yr It's frustrating for u maybe..even taking

zaiba02 · Answer

kinda

cockylizard3 · Answer

but try to talk maybe u'll fell better

zaiba02 · Answer

I'll try

zaiba02 · Answer

it's just that I was not comfortable

cockylizard3 · Answer

I'm a calling person....but why anyone will be there  for me as I want..so I'm trying to talk over  text...

zaiba02 · Answer

ohh

zaiba02 · Answer

u can talk to me

cockylizard3 · Answer

cause I understand that if I'll not change the things the things will not change

cockylizard3 · Answer

u had dinner.?

zaiba02 · Answer

yeah

zaiba02 · Answer

having

zaiba02 · Answer

wbu?

cockylizard3 · Answer

I'll try to talk ...as I mentioned I'm bad at text so...I'll try my best

cockylizard3 · Answer

I had.

zaiba02 · Answer

okay np at all u can talk however u want

zaiba02 · Answer

ohk cool

cockylizard3 · Answer

this happened here I was trying to expressing myself but ..people got me wrong

zaiba02 · Answer

ohh happens to me many times. people get me wrong

cockylizard3 · Answer

u say what happened to u

zaiba02 · Answer

actually I'm in a situation where I can't decide what to do

zaiba02 · Answer

kinda having feelings for someone

cockylizard3 · Answer

okhh tell more if u want

zaiba02 · Answer

I don't know what to do

cockylizard3 · Answer

yrrr u know one thing

zaiba02 · Answer

yeah say

cockylizard3 · Answer

everything is depend on u

zaiba02 · Answer

Like?

cockylizard3 · Answer

if u'll just say don't know what to do..I it's ok

zaiba02 · Answer

ahh

cockylizard3 · Answer

but If u'll not even try to do anything to make it any better it's not ok then

zaiba02 · Answer

yeah but idk what will happen i express my feelings

cockylizard3 · Answer

ummm..

cockylizard3 · Answer

u like someone?

zaiba02 · Answer

yeah

zaiba02 · Answer

and that someone is kinda my bestfriend

cockylizard3 · Answer

okhh

cockylizard3 · Answer

did he know that u like him?

zaiba02 · Answer

yeah same I don't want to ruin things between us

cockylizard3 · Answer

why u think things will get ruined ..

zaiba02 · Answer

coz our friendship is very precious

cockylizard3 · Answer

friendship...will not affect...maybe

zaiba02 · Answer

it will coz if we're on a relationship thing will be different between us

cockylizard3 · Answer

what is relationship as per u

zaiba02 · Answer

like dating

zaiba02 · Answer

but I want a long life relationship with him

zaiba02 · Answer

just not for sometime and then break-up. a never ending relationship

cockylizard3 · Answer

soo..that's also possible...couples are freinds also

zaiba02 · Answer

but I m not sure about his feelings towards me

cockylizard3 · Answer

try to confess..then only u'll get to know

zaiba02 · Answer

ik he likes me but not sure.

zaiba02 · Answer

yeah but not actually a call person

cockylizard3 · Answer

lol then leave it...it's ok

cockylizard3 · Answer

I'm not a text person

zaiba02 · Answer

it's alright

cockylizard3 · Answer

let's talk here then

similardoves6 · Answer

hello, please share

Frustrating

help me please

how do I change for the better?