i'm not feeling okay. i don't know why. all of a sudden i feel neevousness and weird kind of feeling to not to talk to anyone. and the saddest part is my bestfriend is going home still i'm not in mood to talk to him. of course i don't want to live away with him. but this time or i would like to say everytime when i go to meet someone after a long span of time or i'm going away with anyone who is close to me i felt this kind of weirdness. i hate this feeling. and i know in fraction of time this feeling will change into weeping no reason nothing. i'm not feeling okay. i need space but at the same time i want someone whom i can lean on...