I'm Philophobic and It's my biggest fear.

Question

I realized that I'm Philophobic with means I afraid of a relationship. I'm an adult and I haven't dated anyone or had a real connection with people because of my phobia. I have Severe anxiety, depression, mood swing, and self-hate.

neona · Answer

and here i am bro/sis, feeling like after having relationship i feel asexual now

neona · Answer

life is crazy. hope u feel philophilic soon

emptycaviar4 · Answer

thanks, neon for your kind words.

neona · Answer

i am not kind. but u deserve love

emptycaviar4 · Answer

I'm not asexual, I actually thought I was, but I do find guys attractive and I also fall in love, just too afraid to show it and to start.

emptycaviar4 · Answer

you can't give what you don't have... your words are sweet.

neona · Answer

i get u. i feel u actually. keep having faith in love. u will find the one who will keep the whole universe in ur hand

neona · Answer

u r very understanding human dear. will pray for u even tho i am athiest. will pray to mom. my god u know

ashamedbobolink9 · Answer

You have a beautiful heart and I believe one day you will get a person who will love you a lot because you deserve this.......

emptycaviar4 · Answer

thank you so much... lol I don't wanna cry, your words are too kind.

emptycaviar4 · Answer

it's made me smile... its means a lot.

neona · Answer

i am happy that u r happy now

neona · Answer

i means lot to me also dear. ur heart is very precious. it shud never have sadness

emptycaviar4 · Answer

thanks, neona you are amazing and I'm sure your mom will be proud of you for your uplifting words... lol I'm crying... but it's because one has said something this kind to me.

neona · Answer

hey dear. its not me again. its u who is so.good. u deserve everything. and yeah u r right haha just following my moms teaching

neona · Answer

she suffered so much. she is 65 now. still not have happy heart. makes me sad. but she is happy she has good sons

emptycaviar4 · Answer

Thank you, I never thought of myself as good cause I'm always depressed, but you saw the good in me. I see someone good who has an amazing mom that encourages her to be a better human which she is.

neona · Answer

hey no one is better than u. u came here to show ur feelings.its so heartbreaking and strong at same time. i am so proud of u my dear friend. i wish i can give u hug. but i will send u virtual hug. modern times right

neona · Answer

hope u never come here tomorrow. and have a great happy life :)

emptycaviar4 · Answer

Lol, thank you my good friend with a strong personality...  Just remember you are amazing. Sending hugs

neona · Answer

u r very kind. have a beautiful life and next and next. like infinite happy lives haha

emptycaviar4 · Answer

You too...

emptycaviar4 · Answer

Sending Light and love.

neona · Answer

recieved it loud and clear. thanks human

emptycaviar4 · Answer

Thx Good human ;-)

neona · Answer

haha. i feel ur heart already feeling happy :) stay safe from new upcoming pandemic and life. otherwise enjoy to the fullest ☺️

emptycaviar4 · Answer

You too. Ps I'm happy, thank you.

neona · Answer

alright great. peace out beautiful human.

emptycaviar4 · Answer

Peace✌️

neona · Answer

peace. dont ever cry again

emptycaviar4 · Answer

I can't promise I won't... Because I have a lot to work on; I will try. Thanks for reminding me .

emptycaviar4 · Answer

PS... I'm not 65 =-O

neona · Answer

u have whole life dear. i know. u will have so wonderful life. u will be shocked and surprised saying hey how i am so happy now. it already gives me excitement for ur future

emptycaviar4 · Answer

Thanks, I will keep that in mind. I hope you too have a wonderful life because you deserve it

i am an immature person so don't judge me i am mental patient

Frustrating

help me please

how do I change for the better?