I'm so fed up with everything

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I'm so fed up with everything. I just want it to end, I just want peace. I keep telling myself it'd be easier to just die but the truth is I'm too freaking coward to do that. I feel like everything I do is wrong, I've cause my parents to argue mulitple times, I've been called selfish or lazy but I'm just so tired of life, I just can't bother anymore

confessiondiary · Answer

hey why do think everything you do is wrong? what triggers your suicidal thought?

MissFord1 · Answer

I don't know if I'm being selfish or something but I used to make videos for my dad to boost his business until I got sick of making videos so I stopped, everytine he asked I would say I can't or as he would say I don't want to which cause frequent arguments between him and my mother. between me graduating highschool, me not knowing what I want in life, him wanting me to make videos for him and my parents arguing with each other over my decision, it's just too much and I want to just run away from everything

ferventlollies9 · Answer

share your problem with someone

confessiondiary · Answer

okay see in my opinion what you need to do is talk to your parents sit down with both of them and tell them how you feel

confessiondiary · Answer

my parents have been constantly fighting since the beginning of pandemic and that with career pressure resulted in me becoming extremely depressed anxious and all I did was use TV shows as a way for escapism. but two days ago they were fighting again n I just broke down crying and told them how their fighting affects me. no fights have happened ever since and they just try to talk their differences out. trust me talking really helps

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not able to accept my reality !!

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