I’ve always been told that my first heartbreak would hurt me more than anything that I could ever imagine but in my 20 years of life I’ve never hurt more I think I’ve cried so much and I’m in so much pain that my brain has numbed everything inside of me everything but the burning sensation in my chest everytime I think about the person that meant everything to me taking my heart and tearing it to pieces how can I feel so numb but still hurt so bad…