dont worry and heyyy you're not weak! . social anxiety can be a deal confidence i would recommend you to listen to some music coz that helps me.maybe you are yet to find your talent ... and beauty is just about perception you're pretty okay everyone is . and what if the situations you are going through are making you stronger ... you may be taking the situations so much better than anyone else if they were put in it ... just dont give up try to look at the optimistic side . if noone has told it to you today you're amazing i am proud of you and you're beautiful as fuck !

I don't know why you get messed up everytime. But one thing I know for sure , the graph of life is always you know ups and downs.Its never always downhill.May be you are getting strong everyday.Wait for the good time, it definitely comes okay!

unfortunately there was never a good moment that I can remember it just gets worse and worse almost making me feel like I am not good at anything

Talent comes with hard work and discipline do what interests you and work hard on it .. . acne is well ... I know it hurts and might affect your confidence but it's not something that would screw over where you will reach . Acne is just sitting on your face .. I know it feels hard but it is not worth stopping yourself from going for what you want. You are more than your acne... and you could consult a doctor if it helps.

That's not it actually.You know there's this thing called x- factor..Everybody has special abilities.Its up to us how to figure this out. Just don't care about what your family would probably think, if you have something particular in your mind, just let it out..Don't choke on your words.