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I've been dealing with depression for a long time now and it was getting better, but since past few days, I've been going through hell again. Honestly I don't have any friends, and I'm not exaggerating, I know people but I don't have any friends, imagine living in life where you think that someone is your bestfriend and then that person has another best friend (story of my life). Am I that horrible at being friends? I ruin all my relationships. Apparently I'm not capable of love, it seems. NOTHING, I REPEAT, NOTHING EVER GOES ACCORDING TO MY PLANS.

fine · Answer

we got the worst day today i really hope that one day someone will see the pain behind our smiles and the tears behind our laughter

erenuchiha · Answer

I have been there where you are I can't say that I went through the same pain cause we can't compare it but you deserve a better and happy life so don't give up just yet even if things do get worse again we have to face it and get through that's the price of the life we all want . I am improving every day and it took me a lot of time reach where I am today mentally so please give your self some time too . you are gonna make it :)

sadbitch · Answer

it's like, how much more time? it's been years now, I'm tired of this feeling. Why can't i just be happy!!!!!!

erenuchiha · Answer

I get your point . it's more like having patience with yourself. Happiness it not something that is achieved , it's just a feeling that doesn't need a reason to be felt. I understand that  hearing motivational quotes doesn't actually help in such conditions and I am not trying to motivate you either . just try to do something that makes you feel good about yourself if it makes you happy it doesn't need a reason good luck:)

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