. I am also thinking to end this life . But this is not good decision. Once think about your family.

Tell me what happened? Reason of commiting suicide

Hey friend,, what's up?

This world is horrible, you're right but that doesn't mean your life has to be . The way I see it, its seems like you've already experienced a lot of pain and suffering so now you should experience happiness. You should find something that you're passionate about anything at all and focus on it . Find something that makes you happy, make goals and aim to achieve them. It doesn't have to be big goals just enough to keep you going, just enough to give you a reason to live. We all have reasons that we want to live, things we want to experience and places we want to go. Also if you live in a toxic household goals can really help you can be your escape and motivation so you can work towards them and hopefully leave said environment. Lastly you're not weak I dont know you but I'm pretty sure that's not the case I'm sure you’ve been through a lot I know it seems far fetched but keep pushing , work towards your goals , go to therapy and eventually you'll be able to enjoy life. Please know that depression and sadness isn't all there is to life and give yourself a chance to experience the good<<3

i just had an anxiety attack trust me I can understand, lets talk sometimes