don't be this much negative with urself ....u re special believe me ....fact is that atleast u re accepting things ......and don't worry everything will be okay with u

but i have hurt my close persons this makes me to blame myself and i really accept that its my mistake and i want to improve

and that's the best thing ...u realise ur fault.....and it's okay that u have done mistake .. everyone do mistakes in their life ...and listen whatever u had done if it can be corrected then plz try at least once. and if not talk to that person and pours ur heart out ..that will make u feel lighter and accept urself

u can share ...what u did ?

i will try to explain myself few months back i went out of the city i fucking ignored my close person still she was understanding in the whole situation now she is in depression and i am the one who is hurting her moree because of my personal issues i cant make her feel loved i seriously cant why?.cause I don't know how to express my feelings my thoughts ... really really a bad thing rightt? i dont want to hurt her i want make her feel speciallll this is the main root

and I want to solve this by changing myselff