I can feel u..same happening to me since Lockdown..I'm also still there but jst remember there is nobody can help u until u really want to help yourself out so make urself understand what good fr u and wht not..ik whole day u feel tired and exhausted..its ok its a phase..u r stronger thn this

thanks. i understand what you are saying. but the thing is... this type of thing has happened to me before. then i turned out to be fine. i helped myself by reading self help books and.. frankly i thought I was well set in my life. but this happened again. i again fell in love and was unsuccessful. now every thing feels worthless. it sometimes feels like a really hard game that i cannot complete. like only the talented ones can do it. only the people who are worthy of love can do it. this utter sense of being unworthy of love is just messing my life so badly... i frankly don't understand what to do.. i understand your suggestion of giving it a time as it is a phase. but it still doesn't solve the problem that is with me. I mean there must be some problem with me if the same thing is happening with different people every single time. everyone says that I am a "nice guy" but they don't have any feelings for me... am I not allowed to be loved? do i totally do not deserve it? gosh idk.