In an abusive relationship
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I am so sorry for bringing my problems to the internet..I just need advice to someone actually listening ๐Ÿ˜” hear me out, I am engaged to a abusive person I grew up with in the beginning it was all buttflies and kisses๐Ÿฆธโค๏ธ like it was seriously a fairytale๐Ÿฅบthen he started doing drugs and getting really bad anger and attitude problems ๐Ÿ˜“๐Ÿ”ฅto the point are disagreements leads to him literally beating me to the ground stomping on me from head to toe dragging me throughout the yard by my hair ๐ŸŒš๐ŸŒš it would take me AT LEAST a month or two before everything would heal and go away๐Ÿง„๐Ÿฆฝin our whole two years being together I couldnt nor can I still till this day comb my hair or wear any he has stabbed on different occasions a total of three times for trying to dress up๐Ÿ‘๏ธ๐Ÿฉธ๐Ÿ‘„๐Ÿฉธ๐Ÿ‘๏ธ we've moved 17 hours away from my family to go live near his in the beginning ๐Ÿ˜› and now it's is literally HELLLLL for me๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ his family is sooo racist towards me they will literally call me anything but my name ๐Ÿ˜’ like they literally make up fake Spanish words to call me ๐Ÿ˜ก(he is Caucasian and I am Mexican) and some of you will say its my fault I'm still here I can leave ๐Ÿ›‘๐Ÿ›‘๐Ÿ›‘...NO TF I CANT my mother passed away back in January๐ŸŽ—๏ธ ๐Ÿ’•and my father has a new family with a new baby he said he doesn't have time to tend to my needs anymore but my fiance works I am the stay home wife now not by choice ofc we used to work together but I don't know how to drive so I'm not really independent so that means I depend on him to drive right ? Correct . But the things is He won't take me to work with him bc of his insecurities I try to run away And he chases me he will slap punch bite slam liteterally whatever he has to to get to stop me from running and now I am just getting to the point where I am simply going to unalive myself for peace๐Ÿฆ‹๐ŸคŽ

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