i am always in a dilemna. i mean i like my single life but i also feel lonely about not having a companion. i dont know but whenever there is a prospective relationship approaching me, i bolt the other way. i escape from such kind of things. maybe i am scared of men but i dont have that issue with my guy friends. i am pretty comfortable around them, that maybe because i know they will not hit on me. but when i meet new people, say online, i get so scared, i talk to them and then i end those friendship. any kind of explanation would be nice.