I don’t wanna lose my boyfriend. We both love each other
I hope he doesn’t get fed up of me, I am very pessimistic.Today in the morning at 6.00am I woke up because of the alarm and a bad dream where my bf and I were talking and he was saying stuff like “this relationship doesn’t make sense anymore”,I woke up to this dream, panting. I got so fucking scared. Yesterday I made a time table saying I’d wake up at 6 and study, I woke up too, but that dream was so scary that I had to sleep more, woke up at 8 then. Dreams can be horrible, I swear. I don’t wanna disturb him by sharing this dream of mine as both of our exams are nearing and I don’t want both of us to get deviated from our careers.