finally met someone who treats me right after being in several abusive/toxic relationships but I'm afraid I'm sabotaging the relationship because of my jealousy and insecurity. he listens to me, he's very patient and understanding with me but I feel like if I keep asking him for reassurance my bf would get annoyed and decide to leave me.i saw my bf followed someone on IG, I had a very bad feeling about the girl and I feel like something is going on.few days later I saw a pic of my bf and that girl on a holiday few months ago when we were still in talking stage.i remember asking him if he's seeing someone else that time bc something feels off.he said no and that he's always thinking about me. we had a discussion about it and he didn't deny when I asked him if they had sex. he apologized for what he did and that he did it in order for him to realize that I'm the person he wants to be with. I forgive him but deep down I don't trust him and I feel threatened and betrayed.idk what to do