I dont know what i am doimg with my life... Everything is a disaster.... I am in 10th currently with no self control and no friends... I am not able to study at all and i have my one best friend who i feel anxious for whenever she hangs out with other people... And this bwhaviour of mine hurts her a lot.... Its like i know i am being bad but cant help... I need friends... I want to breathe.... I want to live life as a joke.... Please help me...