you want to share how exactly it started and what happened to you ?
idk even I can do that??
yes maybe it can help you relieve
been in a relationship for more than 9 years with the same person, got to know the person lied about so many things just to get rid of me, i have been trying to move on from this but I'm unable to, it's been already a year half I'm unable to control myself at times, hard to even get up and survive everyday
I understand 9 years is a very long time and it must be difficult for you to deal with it. but understand the other side of the coin that no relationship can last ever without the trust. I was also in a 5+ years of relationship and we broke off because of some other reason but ya. and if you see the other side it Is good that came to know about the person as early in life. I know it's easy to say all this but it's the fact. :)