it's my birthday 🙂

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it's my birthday today. It went great until an hour back . I think I am a baggage to my family and I wish I was never born .  I don't want to harm myself but I kinda did today . I don't feel good about myself . I know tht I am very ugly and tht matters. all my friends are so pretty I had to be the ugly one in the group. I just want to quit everything and run away . I don't know why but I have soo much anxiety . I had thoughts on harming myself today (my birthday) which implies tht I wish I was never born and be a burden to my parents. I guess they will be sad If I die but after some years they won't even remember. they value me only if I score good marks . I don't want to live like this . my only goal is to become rich and successful

Slem · Answer

my man, if your dad got laid then so can you...you aren't ugly, you're just judging yourself a bit too much. You aren't a baggage to your family too. They made you a birthday and everything, they feed you and provide for you because they love you! you're just feeling insecure, and none of what you imagine is real

Slem · Answer

also, happy birthday! and don't hurt yourself

selfishPear6101 · Answer

you know you are gorgeous and just breathe in and out ....provide a channel to positive thoughts to you mind... everything will be fine

serenesoul · Answer

Very first I wish u Happy Birthday!!! and Listen, relax nd think, it's just a phase nd after few years with time u will realise that u are much more of importance to ur family than u think today. And beauty comes with ur confidence, achievements, ur righteousness, which will come nd u will see with time as u will grow. For now just know u deserve to live nd so are u born, so live like ur life is a blessing, and achieve what ur goal is.

serenesoul · Answer

And parents love u, u are a part of them. If they are more concerned for ur marks, maybe it's their perspective that good marks will make ur life good. Its just that they think in a little different way than u expect.

lazycat2 · Answer

i used to be so depressed on the day of my birthday I used to feel unwanted and lonely especially on that day I can relate a bit to your situation but don't think about hurting yourself even if you felt like your a burden to your family your life worth I don't think like your family think the same way they are your family after all you can create your own happiness if you believed that you can make it happen Happy Birthday wish you all the love and luck this year I hope all your coming years be filled with happiness and joy🎂🎉❤️

Shreya12 · Answer

ohh that's very sad. I think your parents need some counselling on how to do a better parenting. marks are important but they r not the sole purpose of life. you are much more valuable than your marks. If they don't realise it, you be strong and knowing this be a smart person in family and life. it's normal for a teenager to think of ending life for petty reasons. even I have been there. this too shall pass

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