it's to hard taking on the whole world on my own, forever being abused mentally and physically, being bullied and lied to and my things stolen from all by the people I love and trust, then in the end being told it's my fault when things go wrong. I'm only putting others first by helping everyone and trying to make them happy in the hope that they'll do the same, because I'm always happy to do what I have to without thinking twice, in the belief that they'd do the same but it always ends badly for me. those who use me benifit from my demise and downfall always getting ahead while I'm constantly falling further and further behind. it's all because I trust people are being honest to me just like I am constantly towards others