whoever is reading,first of all thankyou for reading it.i m in class 11th prepairing for jee I was happy chil pill.but as no.of days passes my modules work pilled up.not that much but when I compare my efforts with others,i feel very depressed.i was working very hard but from last 2 days i just slept on my bed. I don't know the reason.but it creates so much guilt as others jee aspirants were doing hardwork at that time..I don't know but i feel what will happen if my iit not clear..i know i should focus on work not results..but i m seeing other students who are far better than me,so while solving problems all stuf like my backlog,guilt feelings,other students etc things comes into my mind and i feel very deppresed..i can not even share my feeling at home or to anyone.may be it seems very easy problem but in actual its not .at sometime i feel very happy but after just few hours depression anxiety.my batch resufling test in just on nex week.and ik i will not get the 1st batch.anxiety dep