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it's quite awkward to say don't know how to write about this ... but still I'm trying to share with you ... actually Mera ek boyfriend tha school time me mujhe bhot jyada pasand tha itna jyada pyar ki main sach me pagal thi uske piche par usne sayad usne us waqt mujhse kbhi pyar kiya hi nahi even relationship hamara fir bhi do saal chala but then us relationship me main uske piche hi bhagti rhti thi usne kbhi disrespect nahi kiya par sayad pyar bhi nahi kiya fir usne hi breakup k liye bola mujhe or main to thi hi pyar me to main break up Krna nahi chahti thi main kafi roi uske samne par sayad us time use farq nahi pada mere rone se fir hamari bate band ho gai kafi time tk hamari baat nahi Hui ..... fir usne hi message Kiya normally hum dono friends ki tarha hi baat krte the par main bhuli nahi thi wo sab 3-4 saal humne bs dost banke hi baat ki fir ek din usne ki use apne decision pe regret hai ki us time usne mujhse breakup kr liya abhi wo wps relationship me aana chahta hai main bharosa nahi kr pa rahi hu or sach batau to ab ye bhi smjh nahi aara hai ki mere maan me uske liye ab feelings hai bhi ya nahi

lekin in 3-4 saal me jab sirf dost banke rahe us time me jab bhi mera bura time face kiya mujhe cheerup krne k liye wo hamesha aage raha hamesha usne mujhe khush hi dekhna chaha or jab aaj bhi main meri life ka sbse bura dekh rahi hu tb bhi wo sbse aage khada hai mujhe cheerup krne k liye mujhe smile krta dekhne k liye

almost 1 saal se wo mujhe bol raha hai relationship me wps aane k liye par mujhe smjh nahi aara kuch pata nahi kyu par main wps bharosa nahi kr pa rahi

he is a nice person par jo us time mene feel kiya pata nahi kyu aaj bhi wo sab chije mere man me hai

So looks like he has changed now. What about you? Is there anything that stops you to let him come back to your life?

you were deeply hurt then, hence you can't forget. It might take a bit more time to forgive him or longer. But keep it aside. ask yourself, will you be happy if he stays with you forever?

I don't know I'm not able to make any decision right now .... I'm just thinking wo mujhe hamesha smile karane ki koshish krta hai and even main bhi khush ho jati hu par jaha baat relationship ki aati hai to sach batau to mere man me ek dar hai

us time main life k bare me itna practical nahi thi par ab lagta hai jese main kuch jyada hi practical hoke sochne lagi hu

practicality is necessary..... trusting again is a hard process..... some times it pays off... sometimes it back fires.... u can't predict anything... no philosophy nothing can predict the outcome.... so whatever ur decision is....make sure u keep ur well being above all.... because others won't hesitate to chose their well being over yours

not I'm more scared 😅

now**

it's ok to be scared.... from personal experience.... no matter what you do.... if u can't appreciate yourself and work towards your own well being.... no one will

I'm a very introvert kind of person. I usually don't talk with people. I'm a good listener. I don't have friends. I'm a single child so from childhood I'm just sharing my things with my parents only. And sometimes it feels like I even want someone who can listen me very well. treat me like the most important person in life. I'm so addicted to attention from that one person who is going to be my best friend or like my bf not from everyone.

so everyone wants there mental peace and i think I would be a disaster to them . So I keep make distance myself from others

i can feel you in this..... addicted to attention is really okay.... trust me.... you and me ve a few things in common so i can totally get it.... introvert- yes iam.... single child- me too.... never had a close relation with my parents.... don't believe in best friends because he was banging my gf when i was outside my hometown for studies..... at the end of the day we all need dat one person who can listen to us.... not solve our problems ... bt just listen.... bt this is not a luxury some of us can have .....

so learn to be all you need.... trust me.... the more you learn on someone for support... the more you are giving them control to fuck ur whole mental stability..... because nobody cares how you feel .... everyone is on there own

lean*

sooo true lagta to yahi hai ki sayad jesi meri expectations hai us according to mujhe koi nahi milne wala zindagi bhar khud k bharose hi baithna pdega

we all get there in the end.... the person don't ve to fulfill ur expectations all over.... if he can appreciate u n ur choices... that's enough i guess.... after all we all need to make compromises.... I wish u all the luck n hope you have the best of life

and one more thing I'm adopted too and i even know who are my real parents .... but I'm very happy that my recent parents adopted me

stay strong girl.... eventually everything will be good one day

hope so

but it seems like God have some other plans to make me more sad and more negative about my life 😂

everything happens on a balanced way.... if u are flying high one day ... you gonna hit rock bottom someday.... doesn't mean u lose the ability to fly again.... be patient ... patience is not a things many can boast about ... make it ur strength

I'm actually trying hard but sometimes I just feel restless

if u ve anyone dat makes you calm.... ping him or her..... in a situation when u are restless or unable to think...i guess it works better if u ve someone to chat....

I'm trying that I'll solve my problem on my own I'm trying that nobody would see me crying nobody would know my problems.

what can I say.... m going through d same.... all i can say is.... we need to keep trying untill oneday.... things gets better.....

I think I don't have anyone. One day I was soooo restless and badly wanted to talk with someone I searched my whole contact list but not even a single person's name crossed my mind..... but then I put earphones and listened some music and even cried.... I didn't called my mother because I feel that she'll get worried about me....

that feeling sucks.... going through d contact list n finding nobody.... i totally get u there....

I hope you'll get everything you want in your life @kenji1910 ....

thank you...and i wish you the same.... will see you soon @minidora

sure hope to see you @kenji1910