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i feel numb. I feeling this for past 3 years and only thing that made me happy is talking to this girl. I was so happy I danced in public train. hear me out Im bad at communication so i was weird to her and i stopped talking to her. it's been a yr now and today I texted her. she said not to text her in really decent way. idk I don't feel sad it's just numb. idk what I feel now but it's sucks. I really liked her perhaps if things went good I'd been happy

zestyhawk40 · Answer

hello q

zestyhawk40 · Answer

why did she sent you that message?

sanji · Answer

Idk but i should say I was weird towards I mean nothing wrong but I was so panic and all that she really thought I was having a panic attack. I really liked her man.

zestyhawk40 · Answer

she thought u were weird toward her that's why she message this to you?

sanji · Answer

ig so.

sanji · Answer

she was really polite. I truly appreciate that. I don't blame her or anything. she was right I blame myself for being weird. ig I should explain you the situation of me being weird. one day I went towards her and asked for a water saying I feel thirsty and she said it's hot water and asked is that fine. I said no I don't want it because you drank water by sipping. no one would do this idk why I did this.

zestyhawk40 · Answer

so explain this to her that why you did this

zestyhawk40 · Answer

may e she'll understand

sanji · Answer

really you think I should give explanation? I mean she said she'd appreciate if I didn't text ( she said in good way)

sanji · Answer

I feel like I shouldn't go to her again because she wouldn't love it. ig this is the end. I really loved her man. yk I still think she might use this app and she came across this msg by accident and came to know that I'm not really weird and text me. it's all my wish .

soumya12 · Answer

hey i read ur conversation and as a girl i would suggest you to talk to her ( as she said no ,so just text her that you only want to clear something) if she's ur frnd and a good person then 100% she'll listen to you. And just clear ur side. After that also if she don't wanna talk then just say goodbye to her. Atleast you'll not feel guilty about what happened in past.

sanji · Answer

that's sounds reasonable but I'm kinda scared she might hate me if I text her again. because so far she treated me gently I don't wanna be the guy who bothers her. so ig I have to live with this feeling. thank you :). this really means lot to me.

soumya12 · Answer

yeah i can understand but if you not feel good after all this then just write a paragraph and send her. Only 1 text will not bother her . Take care:)

sanji · Answer

that sounds good. thank you.

zestyhawk40 · Answer

i think u should give a explanation....idk if u have a chance again but should give ur explanation to her as to clear any misunderstanding that might be in between you and her and you MIGHT have chance.....I am over emphasizing on the word MIGHT

sanji · Answer

you guys been really helpful thank you so much.

soumya12 · Answer

did you text her?

sanji · Answer

hey thank you for your concern but I didn't text her. I mean I want to talk to her but I feel like I have to stop when she's treated me nice I mean she could have ignored or yelled at me but she was polite and I have to respect her wish so. it's sucks but if that's what she needed ig it's okay. thank you.

rin · Answer

hey I know what you want to say but i really think you should text her i don't want you to livr in regret you didn't i kind of related to u because me also little wierd because so much going onn my mind too but it's better to communicate say her politely one last time than if she ignores than u can stop

sanji · Answer

hey guys I kinda have a confession, can I say it here?

sanji · Answer

I prolly should have said this. Im really new to this so I kinda once followed her because I wanted to talk to her but I can't so I took multiple attempt and later I realized I was following which is really cheap I apologized her ans she said it's fine and we stopped talking so you guys still think I should text her one last time?

rin · Answer

if she know your were following her than may givee her some time her space for time being and if you want to talk than say that sry for doing this clear misunderstanding and still give her little space after thst too let her think

sanji · Answer

ok then thanks btw this happened 1 yr before so ig that good amount of time. so like you all said I have to confess to her and clear the misunderstanding. thank you so much

rin · Answer

yeah

sanji · Answer

I'm still scared but I think I'm going to do this anyway. wish for me.

sanji · Answer

thank you so much everyone.

sanji · Answer

@rin?

I am too boring person