again someone ran away after knowing my story. I was abused by my own father for 18 years. He tried to kill me thrice. I was/am suicidal because I think nothing good is going to come out of this. people don't stay in my life after knowing my story. I scare people away. Some days are really very very tough for me but I swear I'm trying. but at the end of the day when I sit alone with no one to talk to about how I'm really feeling. I honestly feel like giving up. is it so wrong to want comfort in life to have someone who would really stay and not ran away? I know its scary people don't know how to respond sometimes I also people are in far more worse situation than mine but is it so wrong to want someone who will hug me and say its going to okay someday I'm there for you.