From past few months...i am really not feeling good...there is a constant urge to cry...and while i cry i lose control...and i get thoughts about harming nyself...it feels kike if i harm myself all these pain will end...but when i ask myself why i am crying or what is wrong i don't find any answer...i am getting any motivation to do my daily stuff...neither i am talking to my friends... even if they call me i don't feel the urge to talk to them...and i get irritated if they force me to talk...