Hi! I'm very sad owing to the lack of connections I have. I realise now, at 19, that forming deep connections with people is not at all an easy job. now I just find myself, talking to people who've got no light in their eyes, which dims mine too. cause it makes me feel incapable of forming any connections with anybody. I don't like to live in complete isolation. Yet I've been betrayed so many times before when I was vulnerable and the other people hurt me, that I don't feel like talking when the others don't show interest. but at the same time, it's bothering me too much. what should I do? any ideas?