I always feel very inadequate. Im very avg at everything that I do. I have always been v avg. Im avg in academics, I'm average in music, painting,...all my relatives are either engineers or doctors or atleast from the science background...I'm studying arts. Im 22 years old and still don't know what I'm gonna with my life. I have tried improving myself but always fail. I don't like going to family get togethers because everybody gives me gyan about how I should lead my life, how I should Be very serious about my studies. Even my younger brother lectured me about how I should always aim high. My dad always tell me how I'm not good at anything. I cannot even speak in English fluently. I always feel I'm worthless, loser. I feel like I don't anything good.