its really making my morr self conscious, increasing neg self talk, insecurities, and effecting my entire mood like a horrible domino effect. i have a history of depression too.
Have you tried talking in this regard with your husband?
I am sure you guys can work it out. Also if you feel that the spark from your relationship is fading away, try to recreate your loved moments. It will reignite things between you guys.
good to see similar feelings
can we talk separately
oh yes. we have talked about it a lot and there are several possible reasons... and sometimes he reaches out and tries but mostly he feels so shut off to me. i sit next to him and feel like he is across the sea.. thanks guys. deepu we can talk if you want.
Give your husband some space dear. He may not be able to take both professional need and personal need in parallel. He may be getting tired in both. Let him take some fresh air and come back to you with full energy.