hey, I'm sorry that you're going through a pretty hard time right now. I just want to let you know that this is just a bad phase! There are lots of people who Don't get the desired support from their family.. just keep faith in yourself and you'll just be fine in the end. there are endless people in this world! Just try to meet and interact with new people around your area. You can also join something to kill your free time with something that will help you in the longer term. All the very best and have a beautiful life always!