life have has been shit lately , have been bad in academics, nothing interests me anymore, no activity nor studying i only use mobile all the time. i have hope that i will get the solution and will find my passion . i wanted to be famous from starting that dream of mine has slowly started fading but i still want to be famous low-key . i have been waiting from 2 years , now how much longer will i have to wait. it's confuses me hurts me and nobody could understand. every one label me as lazy but how will they know it's not laziness but it's .. it's .. i don't know what it's is maybe depression? how long will I have to put my pain behind my smile . it's really do depressed me.