I see, are you not close to anyone in your family? Are you trying to escape from something, because people usually feel withdrawn when they don’t something or are not very comfortable in the environment.
I m close I share everything with my sister but still I hv this feeling
Maybe try to befriend new people and start going out.
How to find new friends
You can try social media networking.
Can u guide me
Not having freinds, i can understand that emptiness, i just lost a gud one(dumped by freind), having someone to share your thoughts is so necessary