hey

hi there

how's you

ok and yourself?

you not okay since you've talked about loneliness

called me out. yeah I dont like doing the social nicety lies either, just fell into the habit as I'm new to this app and unsure of people here and how they respond for now.

but yes feeling lonely I think... just cant find people who are like me to talk to. cont connect with normal people at all.

that's why we are here for each other to help ourselves grow and get rid of anxieties

oh no I dont have anxiety about it. just feel I'm missing out sometimes. I have Schitzoid pd we are really kinda emotionless and bluntly honest and often prefer to be alone. but every now and then I do feel I'm missing out. but cant find a single human out there that gets me 100%

how can I help you?

I dont need help. thank you though. just putting it out there as I dont think anyone can really help. again I cant really bond with other people like "normal" people can so real friendships are not possible for me at all. but when i see people out and about with their friends i wonder what that must feel like, what being able to connect with another human on that platonic level must be like... friends are not things i have ever had by definition of the word... just useful people that are there for a short while and then become duplicitous or boring or even dissappear after a while, making them changeable for me something very temporary