wrote something need your opinion. It's been so long that we have talked.
Maybe I am glad that we didn't.
You know I hate you.
Or maybe I want to hate you the way you think I do.
You know you don't mean anything to me.
Or maybe you still mean the most to me.
You know I'm glad that I am no longer in contact with you.
Or maybe this kills me daily that I am not.
For me you are the first feeling of love that I had which was way different then how i felt for my family or friends.
You are my very first thought of love.
Sometime I may be annoyed and say it was just an attraction.
But fuck I know I am wrong.
The feeling i had for you the first time, I stilllll remember it, I never had it for anyone else.
It was wrong. All of it.
But maybe I liked it the way it was.
I knew you were gonna break me from the beginning.
But maybe I was hoping to be proved wrong.
And I was indeed proved wrong, all my hopes were crashed.
You were a very bad person who broke my crazy fairy tale.