wrote something need your opinion. It's been so long that we have talked. Maybe I am glad that we didn't. You know I hate you. Or maybe I want to hate you the way you think I do. You know you don't mean anything to me. Or maybe you still mean the most to me. You know I'm glad that I am no longer in contact with you. Or maybe this kills me daily that I am not. For me you are the first feeling of love that I had which was way different then how i felt for my family or friends. You are my very first thought of love. Sometime I may be annoyed and say it was just an attraction. But fuck I know I am wrong. The feeling i had for you the first time, I stilllll remember it, I never had it for anyone else. It was wrong. All of it. But maybe I liked it the way it was. I knew you were gonna break me from the beginning. But maybe I was hoping to be proved wrong. And I was indeed proved wrong, all my hopes were crashed. You were a very bad person who broke my crazy fairy tale.