My long distance Girlfriend broke up with me day before yesterday. After 4.5 years of relationship she realised that she never actually loved me, she was with me because she was afraid to loose someone who loved her so much (These were her words). All these years she was convincing herself that she loved me like, but recently she started liking one of her colleague that's when it hit her that she did not love me. She doesn't wanna cheat me anymore not cheat herself. But she was my entire life and her loss has created a very big void in my life. I cannot stop thinking about her. I never thought something like this could happen. I loved her so much and still do.