Hi, I am back here after almost 6months. Currently I am dealing with winter sadness, my college reopened again and I 've been kicked out my old college friend circle because I don't like to talk to them anymore, other than that I don't have people who would like to hangout with me. I have developed quite a lot of insecurities like I've gained weight in the pandemic, my hair is full of grey hairs and I don't like the way I look in the mirror. I've developed disinterest in everything I do. Although I do have gotten 2 University accepts I am failing in my endsems. I just don't understand how to cope with this and get on my foot. Be as independent as I used to be. I just want someone to be compassionate with me It's just getting too much for me to handle on my own.