I've been so numb just lost in my mind just want someone to listen to me talk to me but can't seem to trust anyone. Nothing excites me anymore. I'm just not getting the point in living. If I can't see my future everything just looks so dark like I'm tired without even doing anything can't even cope up with my daily schedule. Just want to be left alone but my head screams more than people do. I don't even like hanging out with people anymore. I don't know exactly what's going on. I just need someone who I trust
