Hey! Thanks for reaching out. I can understand this job stress actually keep us always occupied with negative thoughts and nowadays it’s more difficult to deal with because of the current economic condition. But on the brighter side you stood up for yourself and left the environment you felt uncomfortable in. You have experience, potential and a prestigious degree. Keep applying have faith in yourself, you will not settle for anything less and hence will definitely land up somewhere good. You mentioned about being alone, who all are their in your family? Do you have friends? How often do you socialize?