Hey! I am sure you must be feeling overwhelmed. Why do you think everything is falling apart, can you give an example?
i spent 10 yrs in court with my ex (child dispute) which finally ended two years ago so finally cod get my life back without that added stress.
past two years i go gain my door license starr working doors,take cctv license all went well, then i decide to further myself and go take a course to be detection dog handler and pass and purchase detection dog costing thousands i passed everything then my car got wrote off (stolen vehicle hit my parked car) so i purchase a van (needed to be handler anyways) spend 6 month kitting it up with dog stuff and making sure its running gear etc all redone so wont have any issues with it. then i find out my dog and my handler cetificates are fake ad tge certified trainer hadnt done things properly and my dog is people aggressive so cant work. so now i go resit my course have my dog assessed i pass again having to pay for course again and my dog is now a pet. at this point im thousands down as paid twice but im legal to work again but have no working dog. Then my van gets smashed (side swiped on a roundabout) not my fault but noe no vehicle and my ex decides to take me bk to court for the child again. it just seems like i get to one hurdle get over it n get smacked in the face by another and this has continuosly happed for years.