I just feel the worst rn -- to the extent that even my stomach is twitching. I took my very first, most amazing virtual interview, everything was perfect, even I felt the best after so so soo long until there was a technical glitch and I lost majority of the interview recording. I just feel so sad and useless and good for nothing. I felt this good after months of living life on survival mode and then this happened. I thought I'll sleep it off but everything is just the same. I feel the worst.