I have inferiority complex. I have suffered a lot because of this. I hate myself so much. I hate my appearance, my height, my colour. I don't even have much abilities. Whenever I see someone better than me I feel more hatred towards myself. I hate people who are better than me. I have suffered a lot in the past for this. It just frustrates me. I think I have depression and anxiety problems. But my parents are so ignorant that if I will tell them about my mental problems they will teriffy me by their ignorance. I am also ashamed of them. They don't have a little knowledge or understanding. I am so done with this life. But I can't even die. I just want to get out from this suffocating life.