I have very low self esteem. i always feel guilty of things i feel to a point i always re ensure that what im feeling is not wrong. i feel insecure about the way i look and the way i act. I just want to accept myself which im not able to and the worst part is idk why. I feel like im very replacable and that i will never find love because i have only ever liked 3 people in my life and each time i wasnt liked back and my last one is dating my close friend who knew who knew what i felt about them and i feel guilty because my close friend feels bad for dating them but i feel guilty that im being a reason to why both of them might not be happy. I also want to priortize my feelings but i feel like im being selfish then.