I ditched my boyfriend to be with a guy who just wanted frineds with benefit. I supported through his ups and downs . I made my boyfriend leave me after I told him I was cheating behind his back. He treats me like any other girl who is obsessed over him .i love him and i can't get over it. The pain just keeps increasing when decides to leave me and marry someone else. I'm always a secret . Why is it always me who have to play the victim everywhere.