I feel stressed sometimes about fitting in with my in-laws and husband's friend circle. I have not been socially active for larger part of life, so I end up losing self esteem whenever I interact with people and start over analyzing if I said the correct things. Talking to my family calms me down for a while but I wish I could have some friends to share my thoughts with and help me with social anxiety and low self esteem around people. I have worked as a software engineer, but felt the same struggle due to social anxiety and left my job post marriage as the location where I stay doesn't have software companies. My husband is supportive and encourages me in most aspects of life but I seem to get into arguments with him and do tend to cry time to time.