m Tired

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i am tired of pretending m all ok. i am fine. i wanna just run inthe woods. I never really enjoyed staying in big cities. I go to the roof and all I see is huge buildings after buildings, no trees or any green. I hate that absolutely. feel like I wanna nuke this place and put it back to primitive state. my parents call me 2-3 times a week, I smile and say m all right. I believe this is the cost i have to pay for this fortune to work in a reputed place. May be m just rushing, may be i have to give more time. but if I go back, i donno i would ever wanna come back to this place again. look i m not saying this place is Bad, it's just not for me.

ummm · Answer

hey dhruba

DHRUBA001 · Answer

hi @ummm

ummm · Answer

all u just need to take a break from a from a life that is fake so get ur self some space and move on to some place

wornoutcaviar9 · Answer

hi

ummm · Answer

I mean to say is take some break from ur work and go to some vacations where u feel relaxed...

wornoutcaviar9 · Answer

how are you today

DHRUBA001 · Answer

i can't. i got no leave till October.

ummm · Answer

ok u have ur weekends r8

ummm · Answer

so u can go on weekends from morning to evening

DHRUBA001 · Answer

i spent my entire day looking at the walls. or going outside to get a smoke, have lunch and sit and watch shows . haven't opened my mouth till i got a call from home.

ummm · Answer

instead of doing it u would have planned fr sm trip with friends

DHRUBA001 · Answer

my weekends are worst of the all. from Monday to Friday it passes really fast. i keep myself occupied and even though Its hectic it's not bad. but weekend. it's a complicated situation. i asked my colleagues if they were free, but they got their own plans with family and loved ones. i do envy them. but also smile for them too.

excitedTomatoe7 · Answer

Hey, I understand how you feel. Also, not stereotyping, but from my experience, people in Hyd can be pretty narrow minded and judgemental and unnecessarily loud. It's not a place you can adjust in, especially if you don't belong to Southern India. Is there any way you could move to another city of your choice? Or apply for a transfer? Because what matter is happiness at the end of the day. Without contentment, it doesn't really matter where you work or how much money you make

DHRUBA001 · Answer

excitedTomatoe7 first of all. nice name.☺️.. the people ahh I donno, i have only been here for a month and i didn't have a bad experience till now. I am still in training phase so I am not in a position to ask for a transfer. the food m not exactly a fan of. except of a few things, mainly because m not a fan of Tangy foods. but atleast m not dying out of hunger. i try to convince myself everyday this is what it is. that's life, you don't always get what you want.

excitedTomatoe7 · Answer

I mean if you have to pretend that this is what it is and adjust then you're not really happy. Well, anyway it's only been a month. Give it some time. Make friends and gradually you'll develop a bond with them. You guys will start hanging out and having fun. Or if you prefer having a fresh breath of air by yourself, you could go visit Tank Bund, Charminar, Golconda Fort, etc to name a few.

DHRUBA001 · Answer

making friends would have been easier if i had to go to office i think. i don't have to go to office. i just stay in my pg and work. m mostly surrounded by people atleast 4-5years older than me, some married and some have their own circle and m also not great at socializing.

excitedTomatoe7 · Answer

That's crazy. If you have to work from a pg you might as well work from your own home! From when do you start going to office? That might change things as you would be interacting with your colleagues and you'll definitely not be miserable on weekdays

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