Hey Sneha! Thanks for reaching out. I can totally understand how stressful, repetitive and frustrating prepping for a difficult can get. Whatever you are going through is totally understandable, more than the study pressure I think social pressure bothers us more. Tell me what’s the harm in giving the exam? Please give some more days to it, you have been preparing. Give the exam along with that look for alternative career options. It’s not important if you get through or not, be satisfied that you gave your best may be this field was never meant for you. You don’t have to compare your growth with others. You set a vision for yourself and work on it. Everyone’s journey is different. Believe in yourself. Everything will soon fall in place.

sneha i went through the same phase and i can totally relate with this neet story