So, yeah! I'm Gay. And, I've always wanted someone to talk about the issues i faced since childhood till now. I've gone through depression, but I'm out of it, although i do get nightmares. And i go to bed crying about how i wanted a normal life, like everyone else! So, my deads a drunk, my mom doesn't really know I'm visible and my sister is living the life she wanted. And here I am, a broke ass gay loser, trying to figure out what to do in his life, get Outta this hell hole. I just wanted someone to listen to my side of story and I'd listen to his/her.